Damn bored!!

What am I going to do tonight? I supposed to be on my friend’s engagement night but all of my friends forgot to pick me up (WTF!!). I don’t mind about it because it is just an engagement but I’ve missed several of my friends’ weddings because they forgot about me and never even called me. Well what can I say, I get used to it but bored is my main problem. What am I going to do right now?

Then I called this girl that I admire but she rejected me so many times (what a loser I am) and she said that she’s watching some concert that I don’t care about with her friends and her ex-boyfriend. What? Her ex-boyfriend? I still remember that everytime her ex-boyfriend kept on calling like he can’t even accept their break up, she always called me and I’m like a psychiatrist who listens to her problems and all that stuff. At the end of it, she told me that I’m too nice for her and her feelings for me is not there yet. Well what do you want me to be? A shrink? A S.O.B. who just being used when you’re needed to (like I always being used to) ?

This is when hard rock songs or bone crunching death metal songs or emo songs or something like that ease up my ear. Damn I hate being myself and I hate being me. I hate my life and everything around me. It’s not that I’m not being grateful for being alive and able to blog right now but it’s just makes me sick. I just hate my life. Seriously.

P/S: I’m downloading the new movie Surf’s Up and can’t wait for it to finish hehe

Deja Vu

What is Deja Vu? From Wikipedia:

The term déjà vu (French: “already seen”, also called paramnesia) describes the experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously. The term was created by a French psychic researcher, Emile Boirac (1851-1917) in his book L’ Avenir des Sciences Psychiques, which expanded upon an essay he wrote while an undergraduate French concentrator at the University of Chicago. …
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dejavu

For me it is something that you’ve dreamed of or experienced it in the past and then you think “wait a minute, I’ve seen this before”. Dude this is weird hehe. It is simply out of my mind to think of it. Maybe it is what you called the power of your mind or the mystiques of life. I’ve experienced it since I was a kid and I couldn’t think of the possible answer. But I didn’t tell my parents because I don’t want to get end up as a weirdo kid. Hahah. Anyway, I think this is an interesting topics as our mind has its own limit to think and experienced such a weird phenomenon.

It’s Friday people!!

Well today is Friday and what that means to you? Tomorrow is holiday and it is going to be Saturday and then the day after is Sunday heheh. I’m doing my  blogging full time and it seems I still have that kind of feelings of “It’s Friday People!!” haha. I don’t know why but maybe I was so excited that it is going to be another weekend and next week will be the new week and bla bla bla. Time goes by and we didn’t realize it. I’ve must be blogging too much heheh. Anyway, today I’m having a football match with my friend’s team (not my real team by the way) and I’ve been thinking a lot by playing with them actually. It is one boring team and always get in trouble with the opponent with their aggressive kind of play. I just hate it and I’m regret it that I’m on their team. That’s why I’ve decided that I don’t want to play for them after the league is over. That’s it!!! Done!!! Deal!!! Haha where’s the fun of playing the most popular sports in the world when you always got in a fight of a football match. *Sigh *

Paris Hilton is back in jail

After I watched MTV Movie Awards a couple of weeks ago, Paris Hilton have been the jokes of the show and her face really pissed off that night. What can I say, I”m not a big fan of her but this shows that no one is above the law. She had broke several of it and violating the probation. When you watched her own reality TV “The Simple Life”, she’s just like a diva. Can’t do this, can’t do that. Euwwwww this euwwwwwww that. That is so funny. It’s just like she can’t do anything.  Anyway, Paris Hilton will served the remainder 45 days sentence. I hope she can survive for that period of sentence. Oops I almost forgot that there’s a leaked phone call conversation of Paris and her friend Britney Spears. According to the press, Paris talked about the latest party. WTF? She’s going to jail and still talked about parties? Oh man, what the hell are you thinking Paris.

It’s raining

Now it’s raining season back again and Kuala Lumpur have got the worst flooded in history. Luckily here in Shah Alam haven’t had a flood again but you never know what’s going to happen in the future. Actually I’m getting tired of this flood thing because it’s not always mother nature but also our faults. Human faults. I’m getting tired of excuses by the responsible person who said that people should not throw garbage into the river or the drain. Well if people stopped doing that what about all those constructions? Too many development that jeopardize the environment that would bring disasters for instance flood. This shows that these greed people are abusing their own power in order to make this to happens. Now they blame the citizen for the cause of it? Come on. I’ve been living here since I was born and I know my own city. I don’t know where this will be end where corruption and politics come to play their part. I’m really tired of it

Anyway, these cold rain really makes me hungry hehe. I cook a burger with some fried egg, onion, cucumber, and put some mayonnaise in it. Yummy hehehe. Plus a hot nescafe to fill my thirst. What else can I make a perfect meal on a rainy days? Hmm better get some recipes for it and I want to try some other day.

Where have gone manners?

Yesterday I’ve joined several computer and geek forums in order to gain traffic to my blog and also discuss things that I love the most. But what I’m sick of it is that there are a lot of rude people in it. Not just forums. It’s everywhere!! YouTube, discussions room, Digg, social networking sites, blog posts, blog comments, Bloc Catalog, MyBlogLog, and many more. I’m sick of it. I really do. That’s why I’m asking myself, where have gone manners in this kind of people. Did they learn in school or life?

I understand that everyone has their own opinion but can’t they being polite or nice guy for a while? How can a discussion be a great discussion if no manners are applied to it? Racism, hateful, sexual harassment just to name a few. What is going to happen in this world?

Happy Mother’s Day

Today is a Mother’s Day. See this cute Google logo. Happy Mother’s Day to all of you . Mother is a percious person in our life. Without them, who else going to guide us to keep on love in this wonderful and unpredictable world. I’ve no doubt that I admire all woman that called mother. They have this instinct that I can’t imagine how they can be the most patient and hardworking person in the whole world. Thanks to all Mother, you are amazing.

JFK conspiracies update

Finally someone speak up about it and tell the truth. E. Howard Hunt made his deathbed confessions in his tape that he gave to his son Saint John Hunt. E. Howard Hunt has always been the guy that can do the job no matter what. That’s how his name end up in Hollywood’s movie. Mission Impossible Tom Cruise’s character Ethan Hunt, ring a bell?

Anyway, from the tape he reveals that JFK predecessor, Lyndon B. Johnson, have always thought of being the next president. Plus JFK actions and policy made a lot of people angry and the failure of Bay of Pigs mission is the turning point. So they planned the assassination and placed a lot of shooters on the building and one at the wooden fence on the grassy knoll. That’s how JFK got hit so many bullets.

Conspiracies is still a conspiracies but once a person speaks up, a person who is involves. The truth reveals it all. Just like 9-11, Alex Jones reveal that he knew it before they slam that plane. They called it a drill, a military simulation or something. But later on, it is a sacrifice of thousands of innocent people. If you want to read a lot of it, yo can go to Alex Jones site. Read on and if you want to watch his videos, go to YouTube and search for Alex Jones.

Postcrossing my new hobby

I think I have found my new hobby, Postcrossing, a postcard crossing project that allows anyone to receive postcards (the real postcard not the electronic ones) from around the world. This is so cool. But in order to join this project, you need to sign up and edit your profile. Tell the world who you are, where do you live, what you like and dislike etc. To get started you must send a postcard to someone else. Click “I want to send a postcard” and you will get a random address of a person that you will be sending a postcard to. This info will also be sent to your email. What you need to write is up to you but here some tips for you:

• your place
• yourself
• your personal homepage/weblog
• your country
• questions about the person/place/country you are writting to
• how to contact you back

But don’t forget to write on the postcard with your postcrossing ID, this way will it be possible for the other person to register on the site that they got the postcard from you (from the FAQ).

So if you are interested, just sign up and if you want to exchange postcard with me please do contact me .

Ops I almost forgot, postcard is not the only things that you can exchange but also books. Just go to BookCrossing.

Raining day..

Well it’s a monsoon season here in Malaysia and that means its raining everyday. Well almost. It’s hot and humid here. But what I’m wondering is that what people always do when its raining. You can’t go outside or you’ll get wet and cold. Might as well as getting flu and fever out of it. Maybe they just hangout at a food stall when it’s raining. I remember when I was a kid I love to play soccer when it’s raining. Hehehe that was so much fun and in the end I got scold with my mom and a smack on the butt hahah. Anyway, any suggestion on what kind of indoor activities when it is raining?