Would you have a date with me?

I’ve been in a good and bad relationships and I’ve been in a good and bad datings too . There are some of it that I’ve met through Myspace and Friendster which for me there’s nothing wrong dating with a girl through social networking sites. But the question is are they really into serious relationships? It’s hard to tell when and what are they thinking. After I’ve experiencing a lot of break ups I’ve feel numb and can’t feel anything anymore. I don’t know why. Feels like I can’t find THE one for me. Heheh it sucks I know. Yada yada yada the same old things. I’ve never date a woman through dating sites but I would love to try it like Match.com or the local ones MyJodoh.net. Damn I feel weird

Cut those extensions

Have you ever at one time that you remember those memories about your ex-girlfriend or ex-boyfriend? And then you look up at his/her Friendster page or Myspace account that you know of. It is like looking back at memory lane but it is all boiled down to frustration when looking at her/him with someone else. These what I call memory extensions of it. We do have moved on with our life but somehow and I repeat somehow that one moment that memory came back. It hurts but I’ve been through a lot more worse than that. That made me matured and be tough in certain situation especially in a relationship. Not to say that I’m an expert but I’ve been dumped and hurt too many times. And I’m sick of it. Truly I am. No matter what you do you still feel sick of it and this lead to numb. You can’t feel anymore.

• What is happiness?
• What is joy?
• What is love?
• What is passion?
• What is trust?
• What the fuck?

These kind of question that I try to answer. Maybe someday I’ll meet the one. But the problem is, I don’t think I’ll find the one for me. And also I think all of my ex’s laughed at me because I’m a loser. I really do. Look at me, trying to survive earning with my blog. Damn I really do hate myself.

What kind of woman is that?

I’ve known a girl for a quit some time and when I text or SMS her or even called her, she just ignored me. And when I asked her why she did that? She said that I’m just using her. WTF? Using her? A social kind of girl like her said a geek like me is just using her? What do you expect from me! I’ve never said anything to her like that before but this is way out of line. She can have party all night long, drink like it never ends, or have sex with a lot of guys and act like a bitch but this is way out of line. Well I don’t give damn shit! Thanks for everything.

Would you date a geek?

I always asking myself is there any woman in this world would like to date a geek? It’s just that I’ve been thinking about failed relationships or dating and its effect on someone. There are so many reasons that I can’t even explained it why all of this to happened. Is being a nice person is wrong? Of course it’s not nice being a player or a person who likes to manipulate other woman’s heart. Well I guess time will tell whether someone will meet the person that they want to spend their life with and etc. It’s not going to happen in a split of seconds or something like that. It should have sacrifice, trustworthy, understanding and all sorts of ingredient to make a long lasting, wonderful and beautiful relationships. Sigh… sometimes it makes my head spin thinking about it.